I wanna talk to u so bad bs i’m scared you have a gf and then i look stupid even tho i looked stupid enough in front of you many times before i just can’t get over you i did learn how to live without you it doesn’t consume me anymore but idk why every now and then i crave reaching out but i know you don’t want anything to do with me and i’m scared ill be met with silence like every single time before i just wanna talk to you so bad