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Anonymous

3 weeks ago
Dear jcp,

bujidjid,

I just want to sincerely apologize. I know it’s been a long time since we last talked, and maybe that silence already created a distance between us. I’ve wanted to reach out for so long, but I didn’t have the courage before—I was honestly ashamed.

I was reminded of you when I saw that photo I took back then—the one when you surprised me with iced coffee and ice cream even while you were in Japan. I still remember the note you sent with it, “Do well.” That moment stayed with me more than you probably realize. It was such a simple gesture, but it meant so much, especially coming from you. I’m really sorry for blocking you on Instagram back then. I was going through personal things and didn’t handle them the right way. I also noticed that you unfollowed me, and I understand why. Even so, I’ll always be grateful for the memories we shared and the kind of friend you were to me.

I miss you. I truly hope you’ve been doing well and that life has been kind to you. And if ever you need someone to talk to, I’m still here—quietly wishing you the best, always.

Take care of yourself, Jade.