I know you probably think I let go It probably looks like that But a lot of it is just me learning how to act okay since you clearly moved on. I know you have someone now and I know you seem happy I don’t even know how that makes me feel I’m just glad one of us feels at peace. This weather still reminds me of you and it makes me think about how much I loved you in ways I couldn’t really say out loud.
I really do hope you become that man one day I’ve always believed you could. I miss you heavily. Happy New Year