Dear Abdullah Dogar,
God... how we ended, it's crazy huh... you blocked me on everything, and I still try to reach out to you. I wanted closure so badly, but I know it will never come from you. You moved on so easily, and are enjoying your life while I'm still stuck hurting, crying in my bed, because you cheated on me. It's crazy huh, I stalk your instagram page on my other accounts, just to know, you're living life, while I'm trapped. I wish you could hear my cries, or at least acknowledge the pain you caused me. Why did you blame it on me, you knew it wasn't my fault. Yet... it feels like that so much. I hope you enjoy Chicago, or wherever life will take you, and if we do meet again, I pray i'll be stronger, better, and not the boy who fell for you. You might feel guilty, or sad, if that would be the case, but know, I don't hate you, but I can't ever forgive you. Because why would you ever do that to me, when I gave you all the love you wanted, while I received none at all from you. I hope, that I will be happy, one day I know I will, and I won't think about you constantly, all the letters I send, and all the voicemails I wished would be heard, they'll be yours to keep. They weren't for me, and that will be all from me I lastly give for you.
Sincerely, your's truly,
Jared, but now, Jun.