Dear Shayla (Simon)
Take the risk or lose the chance. At least you tried. You can say it might end soon if you take the risk pero nothings gonna end if only you know lang how to fight for the both of us, i can still fight mn pero the question is willing baka not just for me but for us? I know you're still in denial and not ready, I'll wait anyway🤷♀️, pero dont take it as anything nga I'm willing to wait until then. I can do it, but not for a long time. It's your choice. Either take the risk and let me wait or stop me from doing it and find another. I dont mind it since you'll be my last risk, honestly. If it's not you, then i dont see myself getting married. "And I remember your eyes were so bright
When I first I met you, so in love that night" Maka wonder what happened between those sudden july 16 official and june 25 di naka, sa ako pagyung birth month and knowing nga you still have feelings when you agree, so maka wonder nganung waka ni fight but still kept me on your side by giving me mixed signals. You let me beg for straight 1 week pero wasd ko nag regret nga gibuhat ko to since I love you di ba obvious? It's never too late to say sorry, yk. I just dont get you sometimes, Usahay but-an, usahay maulaw, usahay sarcastic ang joke. You're being weird, pero, despite everything, so hirap nimo i let go men, it's already been 5 months, katunga nas isa ka tuig natong kuyug It is my choice to move forward instead of waiting pero wala et lisod i let go ang isa ka tao nga gusto unta nimong pakaslan. I also wonder, does talking to other females gave you peace? Where diay tong "I want us to work" "Ikaw akong last" naa diay tas dont assume at unless stated and acted? I was already moving forward last few months mon pero everytime akoy mo palayo ikaw say mo doul, kwanggol. Sink in naman tas ako tanan nimong sakit nga gipamuhat pero way mka piog kung ang kasakit akong comfort. Sometimes, i regret meeting you, to be honest, pero I'm also thankful to experience being loved by you. Just one last time, one last begged of mine, take the risk and get me back. I dont care if you're scared or dipa ready. At least you have me. You're not alone dealing this duh, kung mag sakit ka mag sakit pud ko. We dont know if we won't try. Please, I'm begging you for one last time, I dont clearly see myself getting old and getting married unless kung ikaw.