Dear Travs,
Don't mind the website name wala akong mahanap na iba 😭😭, anyways hi good evening, sabi sayo block mo ako eh HAHAHAHAH but here. this is not just a word like what I always say na last na pero in the end hindi parin ako tumitigilz because I wanted to fight for us even though it's already end, but today I realize everything taposs ng bible study me kanina and nag devotion. and nasabi ko yung prob ko sa cell leader ko, I mean about us ba. alam mo I feel something na like ako pala talaga yung problema satin but it's fine naa on the spot na ako kasi sabi ng cell leader ko na kapag daw like ganto na chinachat pa kita then she can see na you are already over na satin then I realize na oo nga, sa lahat ng reach out na ginawa ko, efforts to fix us again but wala parin kasi? ikaw mismo gagawa ng paraan if gusto mo pa then doon ko na realize na I really need to let you go this time. again not because I wanted to, but I need to para rin sa peace mo na, kasi alam ko naiinis kana kaya ngayon makakaasa ka na wala na talaga eto na ang huli and I hope one day kapag na realize mo lahat ng 'to makita mo sana na lumaban ako hanggang dulo kahit ikaw ang kalaban ko nilaban ko padin pero tama na po siguro, and I hope huwag kang mag regret okii?? I tried to fix everything as much as I could. I always prioritize you over myself. I don't care about my mental health, I always put you before me because I love you so deeply. I'm willing to take a risk, I don't care if l lose. l just want you to feel loved by me, but your actions told me to stop so read the letter below!!.
Travs,
If one day, you no longer hear from me, please remember this: I loved you-deeply, wholeheartedly, and with everything I had to give. I poured my soul into you in ways I never even thought I was capable of. I made you my world, my priority, my home-even when I was falling apart inside. I stayed longer than I should have, not because I was strong, but because I believed in us, in what we had.
But if the day comes when I finally walk away, I hope my absence brings you the peace my presence somehow never could. Maybe I wasn't what you needed. Maybe I loved you too loudly, too silently, too imperfectly. But please know this-my love was always real. It may not have been enough, but it was sincere, and it came from the most honest place in my heart
Even now, as I slowly let go, there is still a part of me that quietly hopes you'll find the happiness I couldn't give you. I hope you find someone who sees the light in you that I always saw, someone who will love you in all the ways I tried to someone who makes you feel more secure, more whole, more loved than I ever could.
If you ever find yourself thinking of me, I hope it's with warmth. I hope you remember our laughter, our shared secrets, and the little moments that made our love feel infinite those memories that were ours alone. I hope you know that even in the silence, I was loving you in ways I didn't always know how to say out loud.
As my final act of love, I'm letting you go. I'll force myself to never reach out again, no matter how much I want to. But as long as I still love you, my door will always stay unlocked just in case you ever need me, you'll know where to find me. Even though we didn't work out the way we wanted to, I was genuinely happy that you were once mine.I truly hope you reach every dream you ever talk to me about. I hope you find again the kind of happiness you once felt with me.
Can't deny I'm still here, sitting in the same restaurant, at the same table where we used to be, only now, it's just me. I'll wait until the day I finally have the courage to walk away. And if life ever feels too heavy, I pray you find someone who holds your heart as carefully and fiercely as I once tried to. Someone who won't just stay, but who will truly see you-and choose you every single day.
Please, always take care of yourself. And for the last time, thank you-thank you for letting me love you, for the memories, the lessons, the laughter, and the pain. Thank you for the life we shared.
This my last act of love for you, right I'm not crying anymore when I wrote this letter for you, it's heavy in heart, but I'm also happy for you. I know life can be so hard sometimes for you, but you got this I know you always can, I just hope it friends was always by your side to cheer you up or distract you kapag nas-sad ka, keep going. I'm always proud of you may God bless you.
I loved you, mahal kita at minahal kita ng sobra, SOBRA PA SA ALAM MO. I'm always rooting for your success in life, please be safe and yeah, ig this is the last message and goodbye, my Travis.