Dear, Princess mae
mae i really dont know how to start this haha but sorry if panget and not like yung sayo diko alam talaga gumawa nito e nag search search lang rin time check its sundaynov16 4:44am im creating this message kasi huhu hindi na kita nareachout sa personal ayoko ng magulo lalo isip mo. Uhm mae maybe i created this kasi sobrang worry nako sayo sa mga repost mo suicide and suffering mo i know sobrang nahihirapan ka sobrang nadedepress na pareho lang naman tayo haha pero syempre magkaiba tayo ng problema na dinadala and wala akong ibang way para mareach out ka. maybe feelings will fade but the care and love never.sobrang ayokong nakikita kang ganyan nag susuffer tas ganyan pumapasok sa isip mo haha sorry u dont know how i beg on lord asking him everyday na iheal yung heart and mind mo na tulungan ka nya sa problema mo haha pls tatagan mo nalang.Mae maybe this is the hardest message na magagawa ko kaya sana basahin mo i just want u to know na LOVING YOU HAS BEEN ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN MY LIFE and nothing will ever erase that. You changed me, you inspired me, you taught me how to heal and love.hahahah diko alam kung ano mararamdaman ko kasi breakup natin walang closure walang assurance full of hatred and what if's na pareho nalang tayong umalis pero kailangan ko nalang siguro maging grateful after all.
But the important message from this is dapat malaman mo na YOUR LIFE MATTERS YOU MATTER more than u think, more than the pain is trying to make you believe. u dont need to make the sky prettier mae its already beautiful just like you it doesn't need changing and The world is better with you in it.always remember na There are people who love you deeply and i am one of them no matter the distance and goodbye then lagi mo isipin family mo live for them haha paano na mga maliliit mong chikiting na kapatid they really need the ATE. so promise me this Maeeeee KEEP GOING Fight for the best version of you who will look for. Fight for the people who love you now. Fight for the dreams you haven't even imagined yet.
Then If you ever feel unsafe or overwhelmed, please reach out to someone who can hold you through the moment someone close to you, a friend, family, who can listen and help. You deserve support. You don’t have to carry everything alone i know how strong and independent you are but Princessss u dont need to be alone you also need help.Then mae maybe entering seminary is also plus proof how much i love u how sincere i am haha na ayokong may papalit sayo na hindi na ako magmamahal haha. mae I PROMISE maybe when the time is right if it is LORD will our destiny will meet again hahanapin kitaaaaa gagalingan ko dito haha galingan mo rin para kapag financially stable ako makapag provide ako sayo at i am able to reach you and your family na maimpress sila and wherever life takes you, I hope you survive every storm and shine even brighter than before. AGAIN I wouldn’t want you to change the sky. I’d rather you stay beside me and let me enjoy both the sky and you just as they are.