Hey Bads!
Bads, I miss you so much, I miss being yours even if it was for a short time, I miss spending time and playing together with you. I wish I can come back to you, but I really can’t and I don’t think it would be possible, I shouldn’t have gone back with him, I was too afraid that I couldn’t give you my best and I was so naive. I’m sorry if I hurt you, I know you didn’t deserve that. If I was given another chance to go back, I would’ve chosen to stay with you. But realizing my actions and the decisions I’ve been making, I don’t think I deserve your love and that you deserve better. Miss na kita bads :( I still remember yung mga times na kakantahan mo ko sa call or voice message, and how you would always treat me in the kindest and gentlest way, you treat me so differently na I don’t have to tell how I wanted to be loved kasi you would always just show it without me having to ask. Kahit you have your own silent battles you never fail to make me smile everytime na di mo manonotice na may problem ka pala. Bads, I’m sorry pero napamahal na ata ako sayo na hindi ko narerealize or I was just denying it back then, I pray and hope for you to win in life, for good health, and find someone who’s better for you, I hope you live your life to the fullest and without regrets, I pray for you happiness. Wherever life takes you sana alam mo na things will get better and that you’re not alone and you don’t have to be. Thank you for everything, bads. I’m grateful na nakikala kita, you showed me how it feels mahalin ng tama. Mahal kita, my totga.
-bansotisaur (nn mo sakin toh HAHAH)