you left without saying anything, no explanation, no message not even a goodbye. js gone. one day you were still here, still talking to me n then suddenly it was all quiet. you disappeared lik everything we shared never existed. it hurt me more than i can ever explain kay i never thought you would be the one to walk away like that. i didn’t deserve to be left wondering what went wrong or why i wasn’t worth even a simple “sorry.” didn’t deserve to wake up one day n realize you had unfollowed me sa ig ug tiktok liek we never had anything real, like talked for hours or cared for each other deeply. we didn’t date, ik that pero love doesn’t always need labels. what we had was real n you can’t convince me it wasn’t. i wanted to hate you for it. i wanted to build walls n tell myself that you were heartless, to see you as the one who ruined it all pero no matter how hard i try, i js can’t kay deep down, ik you’re not a bad person. you had your reasons even if i’ll never fully understand them n kabalo sab ko nga i wasn’t perfect either. i made mistakes too, n maybe i hurt you in ways i didn’t realize. kaya if i ever made you feel unappreciated or unloved, sorry jud :) pero here’s what i want you to know now ri, i’m okay. i’ve found peace again. i’m happy where i am. there’s some1 new in my life now, she’s not my girlfriend yet pero i love her, nd she makes me feel safe. she makes me smile in ways i forgot i could. i js want you to know that you don’t have to worry about me anymore. i want the same for you pud, to find someone who makes you genuinely happy, someone who gives you the kind of peace you once gave me. kaya please eri, kung kaya nimo mag move on. move on na hm? don’t think of me w sadness or regret. js remember me as someone who loved you sincerely n wishes you nothing but the best. even if we ended without a proper goodbye, i’ll still be grateful that once, our hearts found each other even if only for a while.
–ki