Hi Cen,
Maybe this is the first and last letter I’ll ever write for you. I should’ve done this a long time ago, but I never really thought about it—hehe. I just want to let out everything I couldn’t say before.
To be honest, you’re the first girl I truly liked—like, genuinely. My feelings for you were real. I’ve always been vocal about it, so I wouldn’t be ashamed if you ever see this. I just want to be honest and say everything I’ve been keeping inside.
I’ll admit, a part of me is still hoping... but I’ve also learned to accept things as they are. I know it might sound shallow since we didn’t really talk for that long, but still—this is me. It’s really my weakness to take so long to move on hahaha. I’m not expecting anything in return anymore, and yes, maybe I’m still hoping a little, but I can feel myself slowly healing. Though, to be honest, every time na inaasar tayo, nadadali ulit haha—kainis
I’m sorry if I was too torpe, if I didn’t do anything dahil sa takot. I just hope you know that I’m still here if you ever need someone to listen.