dearest Marthina Lasitania Larantukan,
i know we are no longer together but your name hurts, my head hurts thinking about you, my heart feels so heavy either. i hope you are always happy even if hurts sometimes seeing the truth that we cant be together because of our ego and the mistake i did. please be nice, cheerfull, and respect him okay? promise ill stop chasing you, so you wont get hurt by me anymore. but this, from the bottom of my heart...
even without words, even from a distance, i care in the only way i know. through silent prayers you’ll never hear, and feelings you’ll never see. but God always does. (*hope you see this one day)