To Miguel,
Your name hurts, whenever I hear it somewhere my head turns. I truly wish "us" never happened. I was in the middle of growing alone when we met each other. And I could never deny the fact that my time with you was one of the best. Everyone who saw it was our living proof. What hurts the most was the dreams I thought I'll be achieving with you. Now I'm still pursuing those dreams and you building new ones with someone else. There are days that I hate you but who am I to really feel that towards you. I know we both gave our best, but this is what's meant to happen because it did. I won't be a hypocrite wishing you a good life. I hate that your able to be happy with another knowing well how you torn me apart to pieces. Days still come that I asked myself a lot of questions. Answerable by statements and words I kept stumbling on just to ease the feeling. Just to justify the reality that I need to move forward. That my life won't stop because you already found yours.
May our paths never cross again. You'll remain my twilight zone till the day I get to forget everything about you.