Dear L,
Today the sky saw me crying for you so it started crying too.
It's rare, I thought I would cry as soon as i saw you. But I didn't. It's this weird feeling. I think that it was necessary for us to at least try. To an extent, it was a closure. Now I can see you without thinking about the past like I did before. Now it's not necessary for me to ignore you just so I can hide my feelings. And for that I thank you. Maybe it was ephemeral, but you showed me how beautiful is to love someone. That I deserved to be loved and to love back. Yes, I cry and I will keep crying. But mostly, these are tears of regrets for being a coward and not letting the doors of my heart open sooner. You always kept saying sorry. I'm the one who should say sorry to you, for letting other things get to my head instead of just giving all my love to you like you deserved.