I would love too, but I don't think I can take this opportunity to be with you again. yes maybe you're right sa thoughts mo, na maybe this time it will work again. yes it will work again, kasi i'm willing to do everything for you—kaya kita puntahan, kaya ko na ilaban ka sa kahit sino man. but I think i'm fine being alone again, everything hurts parin kasi and I don't think i'm healed na. there's still part of me na broken pa, and I don't know how long it will take para maging healed na ulit. Yes, I still miss you, I still do — pero baka part 'to ng healing process ko. I want you back again, but everything feels so complicated rn. It still hurt po, I still remember the pain, the way my heart ache so much just bcs I thought we we're waiting for each other, the day na you ghosted me and that time pa naman I thought were gonna make bawi na, and nangyari ulit last time. and what hurts the most is I rejected a guy that is willing to do everything for me, willing to change for me and he promised na he will never gonna break my heart. he never, but I did. just to get back to you (I know you never ask me to do that, but I still did 'cause I love you) and now the guilt is killing me — now the opportunity to be wt you again is coming back, I would love to take it, pero everything hurts parin talaga eh. I'm sorry for all of my mistakes, I regret everything — na hinayaan kita mawala sa'kin, na hinayaan kita mag cry. and sa lahat ng sinabi kong pain ngayon, hindi kita nigi-guilt trip kasi I alr forgive you, but I don't think I can forgive myself too. dw, I won't bother you again too, i'm sorry.